YouTube !!!!!!!!!!!
Oh, I just do not know what to do next with myself and the video turning to go. The timing of the shot of me, videos are getting bigger ..... it is not as I would have no idea ..... but I lack the desire to make videos because I am his extremely high pressure is not the video world so like exposed.
On 4th August 2008 I me encouraged the first video to be loaded in a poor QUALLI high. I still like today ........ I was really excited, looking forward to a comment whether it will ever see someone. But I was somehow not as important because I had fallen in turn found .... wanted to tell me and people with me to exchange the same hobby. So I turned a lot of videos sometimes even 3 pieces a day I go on to the same high-Invite me ..... a lot of heart blood was in the video was totally in my matter.
came Haterkommis Then I took very seriously, I was simultaneously horrified and erstaund ... how some people can only be so disrespectful, so I thought why should I be doing something to, I asked other gurus for advice .... if they so would, most advised me that I should try to ignore it, I tried it and it worked better, she went on mountain.
We were not many of us beauty gurus have exchanged, we have understood all was well.
I got more and more viewers, the pressure was greater were more what I was looking forward .....!
There were more beauty gurus who also wanted to say, I was glad wanted to give some start using .... I did, because I thought the "we beauty gurus" but hold together well and it helps you out can.
But then came the competition going on who has the better cam, who makes the great looking, who has the most subscribers, who is more popular ...... Sun was going to be called Zusachauer fans ...... me too much was because I did not want to do with some very dear beauty gurus did not want to expose everything that pressure, and left this YouTube world, I could totally understand .... to me it was too much, each 5 Kommi I get is "you get better times ne Cam!! or your sound is totally bad!" when I look at my high-uploaded videos find I get full picture and sound is ok ok! mitsiehen and why should I buy myself the best cam ever, it has yet to disturb a year ago, no. I have the feeling that those who watch my videos, they compare with others, is that fair? Everyone is an individual!!
2 months ago I received a severe setback as a "beauty guru" I will now mention a name but what I would most like to do .... I thought they should refrain from these kind of reviews usually will make a video about me, because this type of review as the only power and I would copy it here ..... I've never looked at their reviews to me !!!!!!!!!
After some back and forth I've blocked them because my nerves are really too valuable.
missing from that day, I desire to make videos, but very I will not stop at this step ... I'm not ready yet, but I do not know what to do .... it's good the times are going to, I'm only human.
your Nadja
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